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Clan of Xymox - “Internal Darkness”
I prefer the remix in the “Remixes from the Underground” album but I can’t find it online at the moment.
Dark but incredibly poetic lyrics, covering so many aspects and feelings: nostalgia, loneliness, introversy, dreaming, growing up, regrets and changes. I find I can apply their meaning into various situations I’ve found myself in my life.
Lyrics:
Sunshine, I wait for dawns recurrent light
I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself
Moonlight, calmly shines through the night
I stare at these old photographs, my heart beats fast
Im find no peace to read or write
My soul is lost, my spirits down
Theres no one in the dark
My little world has lost its light
The dim serene, I cant escape at all and my thoughts reveal
I cant forget the better days behind closed doors
Im still confused and longing for
Behind these lowered window blinds
Im holding back the tears and find
I think I shall never know
Why Im like this and you are so
We all grow, what happened through the years where dreams lie still
I tried to change it all and found dreams lie dead
I cant redo it all again
